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NOVEMBER 2, 2008

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I've been quite LAZY.

FunFun...

I has no money, but I want someone to draw a portrait [2 actually but 1 will do] of one of my characters D: 95X95 picature!! Anyone wanna volunteer? lol not likely.

<< So how you all doin'? I'm doin' blablabla like...

Nothin' new...Just schoola nd work, work and school. Same ol' Same ol'!

Same ol' Identity crisis too D:

Jebus I'm a mess..

ILY And think about the portraits lol bye

~Someone





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OCTOBER 16, 2008

Ugh....
I didn't go to school yesterday, and today my head throbs, I feel dizy, I feel like I can't breath easily, I have a knotted muscle in my back that needs a good rub-out, my throat hurts, and my knees ache. I feel like I've been hit by a bus then ran over several times afterward. Blah!

Tomorrow is Friday...and I'm glad I don't have to work till Saturday, but I seriously need a new job. Srsly....My work breaks a few laws that I am takin' personally! Like no BREAKS [unless you smoke then you can go out and sit on the air conditioner ._.] and bathroom breaks don't count cause you can just go long enough to PEE...i sit longer either way...my poor feet...I stand for 6 - 8 hours straight D:

Anyway....I'm havin' thoughts about somethin' and I believe I've decided on it completely...It takes awhile...a year and a day to be exact...and I plan to go through with it....I won't say what it is, but it's religious..and if you know what I mean, then feel free to talk to me about it...I need all the help I can get. It's hard to do alone.

I found my spirit name as well. It's Sam StormSong NightWolf ...Long but it fits....idk if Sam is short for Samhain or it's just sam...I'll feel for that later..

bye for now...school bell will ring soon...Love you all and Blessed Be!

~Sam





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OCTOBER 9, 2008

IDK I just like the date up thar...lol

So yeah, What happened on my b-day? I got surprised and I got a total of four gifts...well five if you count the money my dad is sending me...however much it is!

1. The Brisinger book..i'mnot sure if that is how you spell it. _o:

2. Acrylic Paints and brushes

3. T-shirt n reeses!

4. Well neede pair of shoes! it's like my feet have little blades on the bottom!!

All in all, it was a good birthday. Stayed home from school and we went to Chilies...alot of money spent there but it was great food....yuuummm

now that my birthday is over, I'm tryin' to grasp the fact that I'm now a legal adult....it's not workin'... my brain' won't accept it!!

ANYHOW!! Workin' on Art-Trades x3 so yush..n I have a picture of Iirena that I got done last night and i'm very proud of it!


~Iirena





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OCTOBER 8, 2008

My Birthday!! Finally!!! It won't be nothin' special, but I finally turn 18. What joy is that? x3 Fun stuff!! Just thought I would announce that!!

Neheheheh go ME! lol

~Iirena





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EDIT: Down below is the old journal, which will tell anyone who didn't read what first was goin' on...but now..Now i'm in shock...

yesterday was such a BAD day...i thought my birthday was a total wreck and would be nothin' but a normal day...

Today...Today everything seemed to prove it wrong...
I found out today [surprisingly] that Our days refresh next semester, so we can actually miss 16 days...not just 8....

Granted I have to try and get mom to believe me, though I have a friend AND a teacher behind me on this, let's just see how it goes, no? So that means..I'll be home Wenesday..holy fuckin' God {ILY DAMNIT! -hugs the clouds-]

x3 Also! This is my first time to EVER buy an Annual from school and we get them [finally] the DAY BEFORE my birthday..how fuckin' lucky is that? It's so......CREEPY! iloveit..

AND! I talked to my art teacher..she said she would get me into independent study next semester...she would help me get a scholorship and aid me in my drawings. She said I was really good, I just need guidence [sp?] to get even better. I was so happy and excited omg...everything just spun around after a day of utter pain yesterday...

How ....

It's amazing, and I'm so greatful...

Thanks

And thanks to all who commented...x3 ILY all! :END EDIT:



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Well..One day less than a week, next Wenesday, is my birthday. My 18th birthday. The special mark, right? Well, not for me. It's a total bust. It has been destroyed. We are totally down on money so I won't get to go out to eat or get my birthday Pizzas like i wanted...I wanted that if nothing else...and I was gonna give myself a day off from school..but I didn't go yesterday cause I had no gas, and no money in my bank account to get any...which is very pathetic in my case...And mom flipped sayin' it was no excuse not to go to school...she made valid points, but i didn't think of that then..

And so, I was still gonna take my birthday off...it would be my fifth day from school, leaving me with only three days left, but I didn't care..i wanted at least that much, ya know? But no..mom said No..firmly..said if she came home and i was here, she would ground me and "beat my ass" in a sense...soo...

Happy fuckin' birthday to me!

okay I'm done..i'm gonna go cry in a corner for alittle bit.






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